It’s nearly 9:30 a.m. and we’ve still got a few hours before leaving work to head down to KU Cancer Center. We will find out at 2 p.m. what the PET/CT shows. I haven’t talked to Brian much this morning at work, so I can’t speak for him, but I am feeling very at peace. I know that no matter what happens or what the tests say, God is sovereign. He is in control. He will provide. He will heal. God will beat this disease and show it Who’s Boss…it’s just a matter of time.
Of course, that isn’t to say that the enemy hasn’t been trying to whittle little lies into my head all morning…or all week, for that matter. Thoughts of hopelessness, despair, fear, overwhelming anxiety.
But one thing I know for sure: GOD IS GOOD, NO MATTER WHAT.